&& Filth in the Beauty {Ruki}

[ruki okamura]

* A VIOLET PRISON *

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HOLY CRAP, IT'S Ruki Okamura ![/b][/color][/size][/font]
( patient)[/color] ( lazy )[/color] ([/color] creative )[/color] ([/color] perfectionist)[/color] [/size][/font]

x. and so the broken record plays .x


H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y
“ [/font]i think my friend said, don't forget to smile[/b][/i]

acquaintances » i think my friend said "i hear footsteps"
new friends » i wore my black and white dress to the
good friends » birthday massacre birthday massacre birthday
enemies to friends » i wore my black and white dress
close friends » i think my friend said "stick it in the back of her head"
partners in crime » i think my friend said "two of them are sisters"
lovers to friends » "i'm a murder tramp, birthday boy," i think i said
like family » "i'm gonna bash them in, bash them in," i think he said
protective » then we wished them all a happy birthday
spiritual guidance » we kissed them all good night
best guy friend » now he chases me to my room
best girl friend » chases me to my room chases me
drink buddies » i'm in my black and red dress
party buddies » i think my friend said "don't forget the video"
study buddies » i think my friend said "don't forget to smile"
friends at work » "you're a murder tramp, murder tramp" i think he said
friends at school » "you're a murder boy, birthday boy" i think i said
childhood friend » he puts the gun to her head
just met » she tells him everything
secret friend » her voice is haunted like a dream
on and off » he sews the crack in his heart
fake friend » before he tears her apart
one sided friends » in the basement underneath he says
bad influence on you » "never say no to me"
bad influence on me » he burns her high school pictures
good influence on you » and buries old dreams
good influence on me » he reads her diary once more
attached at the hip » he cleans the tears from her eyes
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N E V E R M I N D I T
“ [/font]five glasses changed my mind[/b][/i]

friendly rivals » he still can't stand to see her cry
hardcore hate » her face is broken and sore
mutual hate » he says "never say no to me"
you hate me » you know you're too young for your age
i hate you » i feel kind of sorry for you
competitive » 'cause it's such a shame
friends to enemies » you won't be laughing when i'm dead
lovers to enemies » under stairs and no one cares i'm dead
on and off » and that's where i will wait for you
distrust from you » nothing here has changed
distrust from me » maybe you should go and find
stalking you » someone else to blame
stalking me » 'cause you are gonna be sorry when i'm dead
childhood rivals » five glasses changed my mind
academic rivals » seems like the ticking hands are taking their time
rivals at work » i guess i've been home for longer than it takes to unwind
secret rivalry » so slap me if i step out of line
history of violence » now in smaller spaces, careless lust intoxicated
i want to kill you » away from prying eyes and rabid smiles and everything shattering
you want to kill me » my invitation was involuntary dilation
intense hatred » and now i can't recall your name
fleeting hatred » i think we've met before
i dislike you » it was last christmas on our parents' accord
you dislike me » you were the young man in the costume that as hard to ignore
arch rivals » and i was feeling hopelessly bored
mutual dislike » now you're conversations scholarships and occupations
you annoy me » you look so different from before when...nevermind...anyway
i annoy you » this reckless violation, tarnishing my reputation
mutual annoyance » has left me nothing kind to say
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T O D I E F O R
“ [/font]imagine a whisper[/b][/i]

one sided crush » tighten your tie boy
past lovers » you're something to die for
current lovers » but don't hold your breath now
future lovers » you're just killing time
secret crush on me » tonight you can dream boy
secret crush on you » imagine a whisper
mutual crush » if you can keep secrets
past crush » then i'll tell you mine
secret lover » remember a promise you couldn't hold on to
friends to lovers » though it brings me to tears now i need you to know
enemies to lovers » look into my eyes boy
friendly flirtation » nothing like yours now
fuck buddies » it seems like a lifetime
past fling » is passing us by
current fling » so open your eyes...
future fling » this is forever but it won't last long
lusting for you » this is a memory that fades away in the neverending
lusting for me » in the death of all that's lost been said and done before
experiment » we'll wish that we were something more
engaged » stop wasting time boy
married » you're late all your life boy
bearing a child » they won't have the patience for someone like you
divorced » your memory's fading
ex on good terms » i'll love you forever
ex on bad terms » i'll try to remember
soulmates » i'll try to hold on
past chemistry » you're standing alone boy
dying relationship » waiting for dreams boy
developing relationship » waiting for something to make them come true
friends with benefits » don't ever leave boy
makeout buddies » i'll miss you too much boy
past want you back » i'll never forget you
past want me back » as long as i'm here
final » don't ever leave me


R E M E M B E R M E
“ it's safe to say i'm lonely now[/b][/i]

sibling » it's safe to say i'm lonely now
parent » a place called home is just a memory away
i respect you » i know i've done this all before
you respect me » a thousand silent voices begging me to stay
relatives » apologies all left unsaid
bad childhood influence » secrets better left unspoken
good childhood influence » dreams are slowly put to bed
roomies » rumors stirred and reawoken
partners at work » and if i try to get away
neighbor » how long until i'm free?
my teacher » and if i don't come back here
your teacher » will you remember me?
mentor to me » it's safe to say i'm lonely now
mentor to you » it's all so quiet but i can't forget the sound
first name basis » a thousand voices call my name
i protect you » a thousand hands that pull me back down to the ground
you protect me » i turn away from what you are
mutual protection » denying all that you have given
other » i fade a place that's safe and far

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I T ' S T H E E N D
“ [/font]cheese it, fellas, it's the creds![/b][/i]

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[ruki okamura]

HOLY CRAP, IT'S TEDDY BEAR !

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( 27)[/color] ( medical examiner )[/color] ([/color] outgoing )[/color] ([/color] obnoxious )[/color] [/size][/font]

close friends » i think my friend said "stick it in the back of her head"
good childhood influence » dreams are slowly put to bed
soulmates » i'll try to hold on
i annoy you » this reckless violation, tarnishing my reputation


teddy says "you're a cool dude, dude."
ruki says "god, i know, right?!"
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[b]your character says[/b] "you're a cool dude, dude."
[b]my character says[/b] "god, i know, right?!"
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[ruki okamura]

* AND SO THE B R O K E N RECORD PLAYS

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HOLY CRAP, IT'S DIANN SANTORO !

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( sixteen )[/color] ( junior)[/color] ([/color] outspoken )[/color] ([/color] artistic )[/color] [/size][/font]

good friends » birthday massacre birthday massacre birthday
close friends » i think my friend said "stick it in the back of her head"
protective » then we wished them all a happy birthday
good influence on you » and buries old dreams
i respect you » i know i've done this all before
you respect me » a thousand silent voices begging me to stay
mutual protection » denying all that you have given
confidant » i fade a place that's safe and far


diann says “Ruki’s just one of those genuinely good people in generally nasty world. He’s a good guy, and a great friend. We’re different but I really like talking to him. He’s easy to talk to. And honestly, as cliché as this may sound, the world would be such a better place if people were more like him. He’s so patient, but so unafraid to be who he is, and I really admire him for that. He’s one of my close friends, so I’ve definitely got his back.”

ruki says "Diann is definitely a unique girl with plenty of good qualities. I respect her philosophy on life and I don't try to change her. We make great friends and we have a lot to share with each other. She teaches me to stand up for myself when I need to, I totally respect this girl and I'd do just about anything for her."
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[diann elliot santoro]

HOLY CRAP, IT'S DIANN SANTORO !

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( sixteen )[/color] ( junior)[/color] ([/color] outspoken )[/color] ([/color] artistic )[/color] [/size][/font]

good friends » birthday massacre birthday massacre birthday
close friends » i think my friend said "stick it in the back of her head"
protective » then we wished them all a happy birthday
good influence on you » and buries old dreams
i respect you » i know i've done this all before
you respect me » a thousand silent voices begging me to stay
mutual protection » denying all that you have given
confidant » i fade a place that's safe and far


diann says “Ruki’s just one of those genuinely good people in generally nasty world. He’s a good guy, and a great friend. We’re different but I really like talking to him. He’s easy to talk to. And honestly, as cliché as this may sound, the world would be such a better place if people were more like him. He’s so patient, but so unafraid to be who he is, and I really admire him for that. He’s one of my close friends, so I’ve definitely got his back.”

ruki says "Diann is definitely a unique girl with plenty of good qualities. I respect her philosophy on life and I don't try to change her. We make great friends and we have a lot to share with each other. She teaches me to stand up for myself when I need to, I totally respect this girl and I'd do just about anything for her."
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close friends » [color=DF3800]i think my friend said "stick it in the back of her head"[/color]
protective » [color=F16F00]then we wished them all a happy birthday[/color]
good influence on you » [color=FFE000]and buries old dreams[/color]
i respect you » [color=9405C3]i know i've done this all before[/color]
you respect me » [color=9009B9]a thousand silent voices begging me to stay[/color]
mutual protection » [color=4F1C4F]denying all that you have given[/color]
confidant » [color=4A174A]i fade a place that's safe and far[/color]


[b]diann says[/b] “Ruki’s just one of those genuinely good people in generally nasty world. He’s a good guy, and a great friend. We’re different but I really like talking to him. He’s easy to talk to. And honestly, as cliché as this may sound, the world would be such a better place if people were more like him. He’s so patient, but so unafraid to be who he is, and I really admire him for that. He’s one of my close friends, so I’ve definitely got his back.”

[b]ruki says[/b] "Diann is definitely a unique girl with plenty of good qualities. I respect her philosophy on life and I don't try to change her. We make great friends and we have a lot to share with each other. She teaches me to stand up for myself when I need to, I totally respect this girl and I'd do just about anything for her."
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