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Post by mitchel carter on Jul 30, 2009 12:49:13 GMT -5
 I Am Checking You, Your So Hot so Hot Wonder If You Know Your On My Radar,
- - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Mitchel sat in the middle of the stage things were not going right with his girlfriend currently and he knew what was behind it, he couldn't tell her though not now, not after everything but it was always in the back of his mind why his relationship is not working. He honestly did like her alot but there was another side of him that he wanted to explore aswell as. Mitchel began to shuffle around the stage in a silent motion keeping the noise down to a low as he liked it like that. he knew that the silence wouldn't last forever and he for once he hoped it didn't as he could really use someone to talk to. He wanted one of his only friends to come join him. Maybe he would get lucky this time and they would wlak through the door
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Post by carlie chapel on Jul 30, 2009 15:36:33 GMT -5
You think you've figured out
[/size][/color] Just how to win this game.[/font][/i]  I'm on your tracks.[/size][/color] I know every move you make.[/font][/i] -----*-----[/size] [/center] [/b] Carlie couldn't help but to smile as she recognized the boy. They hadn't talked in a little while, but they'd always been close. "Hey!" She added, cheerfully. notes: not my best, but I hope it'll work. =) word count: 363 with code. tagged: Mitchel Carter ! outfit: clickiecredit: haley loser face ` at caution 2.0 for the template. status: done jams: don't walk away (miley cyrus) [/size][/font][/ul] |
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Post by mitchel carter on Jul 30, 2009 16:09:12 GMT -5
I Am Checking You, Your So Hot so Hot Wonder If You Know Your On My Radar,
- - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Mitchel saw carlie walk through the door but he didn't want to say anything till she noticed him. It might of looked stalkerish or something if he had said hello. Carlie was just the person he needed to open his heart out to. He knew he could trust this girl with his life and everything he told her he would feel secure that it wouldn't leave her possesion. He smiled weakly as she finely spotted him. "Hey carlie" he said quietly not wanting the noise to be very loud his ears eached from the silence and would hurt if it got noisey. He looked down at his lap "how have you been" he said not lifting his head up. he hated feeling like this and desperatly wanted to be happier. Why did this have to happen to him it just was not fair
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Post by carlie chapel on Jul 30, 2009 16:26:33 GMT -5
You think you've figured out
[/size][/color] Just how to win this game.[/font][/i] I'm on your tracks.[/size][/color] I know every move you make.[/font][/i] -----*-----[/size] [/center] [/b] She admitted with a slight shrug. Slowly, Carlie stood up and wandered over to the stage. She hoisted herself on to the edge of it and then set her bag down next to her. "How have you been? Is everything alright?" Carlie questioned. If anything, her friend seemed kind of depressed. She was curious as to what was going on. Carlie laid back on the stage and glanced at the ceiling. It was quiet in the auditorium. She's wasn't overly fond of it. Carlie never had been one to like the silence. It just wasn't her. "You seem... down." She added, gingerly to Mitchel. Even if it was the truth, she had mostly added this last remark to break the silence. notes: none ! word count: 328 with code. tagged: Mitchel Carter ! outfit: clickiecredit: haley loser face ` at caution 2.0 for the template. status: done jams: don't walk away (miley cyrus) [/size][/font][/ul] |
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Post by mitchel carter on Jul 30, 2009 16:34:41 GMT -5
I Am Checking You, Your So Hot so Hot Wonder If You Know Your On My Radar,
- - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Mitchel sighed loudly "Yeah I know just being back is.. weird" he answred her first question very monotoned without emotion or emphasis trying to pick his words carefully. He looked up at the ceiling now just studying the various patterns around it. "Its been alright since i got back" he lied trying to convince herself and some part himself that he was alright but when she said 'you seem down' he knew he couldn't keep anything from her. He knew she could read him like a book. "You could tell huh?" he sighed loudly
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Post by carlie chapel on Jul 30, 2009 16:59:04 GMT -5
You think you've figured out
[/size][/color] Just how to win this game.[/font][/i] I'm on your tracks.[/size][/color] I know every move you make.[/font][/i] -----*-----[/size] [/center] [/b] She agreed. She couldn't help but to notice the monotone voice he had used to respond. Something was definitely up since that wasn't like him at all. She nodded once more as he stated things had been alright since he got back. Carlie knew he was lying, though. She'd known him for years and could read him like a book. She knew he knew her the same way. "Of course I could tell," She replied to his question. Giving a meek smile, Carlie shifted to her side and looked back at Mitchel. "I've known you for a good portion of my life." She added. Carlie waited a few seconds before adding in, "So, what's bothering you? I mean, you don't have to tell me. But, it helps to talk sometimes... and, you know that I'm here for you." She shrugged, grinning slightly. She'd listen, if Mitchel wanted to talk. She was sure he knew that by now. notes: none ! word count: 362 with code. tagged: Mitchel Carter ! outfit: clickiecredit: haley loser face ` at caution 2.0 for the template. status: done jams: don't walk away (miley cyrus) [/size][/font][/ul] |
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Post by mitchel carter on Jul 30, 2009 17:04:34 GMT -5
I Am Checking You, Your So Hot so Hot Wonder If You Know Your On My Radar,
- - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - "its me" he said plainly "Everything is me" he said almost weeping he honestly didn't want to accept it "Me and Jess" he said again taking many pauses in between everything he said not focusing on her just continued shifting his gaze around the room sheilding his eyes with his hair slung across it looking odd. "its all my fault its me" he said repeating himself not knowing if he could actually say what his mind wanted him too. It would kill him inside if he did. He would probably die. He had never felt anything like thisw before and had no idea how people would react towards him if he came out and said what was constantly on his mind theese days
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Post by carlie chapel on Jul 30, 2009 21:37:39 GMT -5
You think you've figured out
[/size][/color] Just how to win this game.[/font][/i] I'm on your tracks.[/size][/color] I know every move you make.[/font][/i] -----*-----[/size] [/center] [/b] Carlie trailed off, listening to Mitchel's weeping voice. She didn't know what was wrong, but she felt kind of bad for him. Whatever it was, it was really taking it's toll on him. She was more determined than ever to figure out what was upsetting him so much and to try to help with what she could. Biting her lip, Carlie's eyes went wide as he stated that it was him and Jess. Instantly, the worst possible thoughts formed in her head. She'd never really gotten along with Jessica, but she'd tried since Mitchel was dating her. If Jess did something to hurt him, though, she knew that it would take all of her will power to hold back from trying to hurt the girl. "Oh god, did she break up with you? Did you two do something you shouldn't have?" She bit her lip, not sure she wanted to answer to either question. But, she had to know. The suspense was killing her. "I don't get it..." Carlie trailed off, studying him for a few seconds. None of this made sense to her. notes: none ! word count: 354 with code. tagged: Mitchel Carter ! outfit: clickiecredit: haley loser face ` at caution 2.0 for the template. status: done jams: don't walk away (miley cyrus) [/size][/font][/ul] |
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Post by mitchel carter on Jul 31, 2009 6:43:37 GMT -5
I Am Checking You, Your So Hot so Hot Wonder If You Know Your On My Radar,
- - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Mitchel sighed again looking at her "its what we haven't done, its me I cant do anything not till i figure out what I like" he said not really knowing he had given away the answer. He just sighed again taking his gaze away from her resting his heads on his head to support it. "It always happens to me" he said slowly "and the thing is i cant even help it" he continued slowly still not realising what he had said before han. He began to kick his legs on the wooden stage lightly just to try and take his mind of it but not making noise very loud as he still liked the quiet
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Post by carlie chapel on Jul 31, 2009 11:39:13 GMT -5
You think you've figured out
[/size][/color] Just how to win this game.[/font][/i] I'm on your tracks.[/size][/color] I know every move you make.[/font][/i] -----*-----[/size] [/center] [/b] She paused, suddenly a thought crossing her mind. Carlie bit her lip, unsure if she really wanted to ask him what she was thinking. What if it wasn’t true and he was offended by it? ”Do you mean… what I think you mean?” She finally asked, rather softly. The blond shifted on her seat so that she could see him a little better. She was relieved that Mitchel and Jessica hadn’t exactly done anything they’d regret –and, at the same time, kind of relieved Jessica hadn’t broken up with him. However, she still felt slightly unsure as to why Mitchel was upset. She had a vague idea… but, she wasn’t about to come right out and ask him about it. Not yet, anyhow. notes: none ! word count: 320 with code. tagged: Mitchel Carter ! outfit: clickiecredit: haley loser face ` at caution 2.0 for the template. status: done jams: don't walk away (miley cyrus) [/size][/font][/ul] |
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Post by mitchel carter on Aug 13, 2009 10:27:31 GMT -5
I Am Checking You, Your So Hot so Hot Wonder If You Know Your On My Radar,
- - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - "I don't know what i think anymore" he sighed looking around unable to keep still. he felt his hands shaking uncontrollably. he just couldn't help it. he had never told anyone and didn't really no if he could. "What do you think I mean, be honest please" he said he needed to hear it , its what he wanted he to hear or atleast at this moment was what he wanted. His breathing was heavy and uncontrolable. What was wrong with him he thought to himself. He hated himself for this. He began kicking his face against the stage but still not loudly
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Post by carlie chapel on Aug 13, 2009 20:03:46 GMT -5
You think you've figured out
[/size][/color] Just how to win this game.[/font][/i] I'm on your tracks.[/size][/color] I know every move you make.[/font][/i] -----*-----[/size] [/center] [/b] Carlie paused once more as she glanced toward the auditorium doors. How could she put this? "Are you and Jessica..." The blond paused once more, choosing her words carefully. She didn't know why it was bothering her so much to ask him. She'd talked about far more embarrassing things than this with him before. "Are you and Jessica having relationship troubles because you're..." Her voice trailed off, and she made sure not to look at him. "...bi?" She felt so awkward right then. It wasn't that she had a problem with any other sexualities... it was just that asking someone such a question wasn't something she was used to -or liked- doing. It made her feel so disrespectful. notes: none ! word count: 354 with code. tagged: Mitchel Carter ! outfit: clickiecredit: haley loser face ` at caution 2.0 for the template. status: done jams: don't walk away (miley cyrus) [/size][/font][/ul] |
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Post by mitchel carter on Aug 15, 2009 6:50:40 GMT -5
I Am Checking You, Your So Hot so Hot Wonder If You Know Your On My Radar,
- - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Mitchel just shook his head. He could deny it any longer "or maybe worse" he said. He honestly didn't know how far to the extent it was. He said had feelings for his girlfriend but honestly he looked at guys more now than he ever did girls. he hated this and remained silent so humiliated about what he had just said he just wanted to run away from it all and hide till it went away. "I'm sorry" he said quietly. "i'm Sorry" he repeated unable to contain any longer feeling tears build up in his eyes "what am i going to do" he said to her quietly trying to make it sound as he wasn't crying he continued to look down avoiding her gaze
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Post by carlie chapel on Aug 17, 2009 10:58:56 GMT -5
You think you've figured out
[/size][/color] Just how to win this game.[/font][/i] I'm on your tracks.[/size][/color] I know every move you make.[/font][/i] -----*-----[/size] [/center] [/b] She replied, quietly. That was when she noticed that he was crying. Carlie felt a wave of guilt wash over her and she slowly forced herself to stand up. She wandered over to where Mitchel sat on the stage and slid down next to him. It took her a few seconds to find her voice, but when she did she didn't know what to say. "I-I don't know, Mitch." Carlie muttered softly. It wasn't often that she didn't know what to do about something, Carlie instantly felt embarrassed for admitting so. She quickly thought it over and then added, "But... maybe you should tell Jessica this?" It wasn't much, but it was the only thing she could manage. Carlie had a million thoughts going through her mind at that moment and she was just trying to figure out which to voice and which to keep to herself. notes: none ! word count: 354 with code. tagged: Mitchel Carter ! outfit: clickiecredit: haley loser face ` at caution 2.0 for the template. status: done jams: don't walk away (miley cyrus) [/size][/font][/ul] |
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